Let's talk about ability

I have always had struggles with my social interactions, and relationships because of my syndrome Asperger, and all of that has taken me to the greatest failures on relationships that I fear I will ever tell on my last day, and I feel ashamed of because of my inexperienceness, and unprevention. Today, I didn't even realise that I could get so wrong for the least act or action, and the best hint is to avoid the minimum, good decision that can affect my life for the least. I am tired of that. This generation is utterly complicated and I have been straightening up to take a life decision-maker. I don't know how long it will take but, I guess it will be sure. I can only count to myself as the only one of my generation. I have my people, and family now, and they have helped me, and supported to me at any moment, against all odds. I can't fancy beyond my reality, and I hope the moment comes where we decide to move off away. Only by the permission of God.